There's no place like home

So crisis averted. or rather solved
new laptop acquired.
been here, there, and around.
eating. stuffing my face full. more accurately

home for a while longer
and then home.

when it rains it pours

So,
I'm trapped in this city. Like I said. I'm not surprised. I've given up questioning why this had to happen
things that I do find somewhat questionable,
how it is that while trying to help out at work, while I wasn't even working on a day that I should have been in the middle of the sky I managed for the first time ever to drop 3 plates of food. Also questionable the douchebaggery of some people. seriously does your asshole gauge have an unlimited capacity? and how do you even sleep at night?
oh that's right...alone

Then I came home to sulk, and managed to spill a glass of wine on my laptop which is now kinda sorta working. but not really.

it's not just me

the whole world seems to be falling apart.
I only wish I could take comfort in that.

I don't mean to spit shit misery out into the universe, I just think that maybe it's time for the bright side to come find me.

right now, I'd even settle for the light on my laptop battery charger.

volcanic ass

trapped in Europe.
somehow this doesn't surprise me

so this is homesickness

prayers, wishes, deals with mother nature

whatever you got to get me home

Friday or Bust

ONE WEEEEEEK

Ok,
I know I've been way behind on any sort or update
BUT
I'll be home in a week and I can tell you everything live and in person

spring was here for a minute, but then the clouds wind and rain decided to take it hostage and run the town for a while.

My new apartment is sweet, and my old roomate Babs, moved in this weekend!! we're having a balcony bbq this weekend, I'll take pictures and post them. promise promise.

I've started drinking black coffee, mostly cause we have a coffee maker and no teapot and my fridge is tiny and can only fit small cartons of milk, which I can't be effed to pay for.
Also I have an actual collection of red wine in my apartment.

my clothes still lie in piles on my floor.

what I'm trying to say, is that I'm growing/changing a little. but it's baby steps.

see you soooooooooooon